However, her dream world is shattered by a horrific event. Devastated, she goes into her shell and is scared to share her experience with others. It's like filth that can't be washed away. Lena has to go through a path that is no longer just an ordinary adolescence, but rather a struggle with herself. Her surroundings does not understand her and will never fully understand her again. It is Lena who must change, grow up and understand that she is not the victim and she does not deserve punishment, but the one who hurt her.